KATHLEEN ROONEY









Brazilian Wedding: Dream no. 2

 

On the night before my wedding

I decide to become a nun, roaming

 

favelas in my nurse-white nunfit.

I weigh other people’s babies:

 

babies like sacks of pudding,

babies like clouds, babies so loud

 

I have to wear earplugs,

alien babies curled like shrimp,

 

limping babies with toothless mothers.

Mothers carrying their babies in slings,

 

flinging their breasts out like udders

to feed them. A pregnant girl walks by

 

in an English T-shirt, purple on white:

Why do we learn what we learn?

 

Sem Palavras—Without Words—

a huge photo firm comes to take

 

my picture to run under the headline:

American woman overcomes her ego.

 

When you read word of my decision,

you don’t say anything, but your

 

nostrils flare: that sharp intake

of air you used to make while fucking.

 

No one is declared unfit for help.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Brazilian Wedding: Dream no. 7

 

Dulcet, hortatory, sesquipedalian,

our uncle, the Bishop, delivers a toast.

An epithalamion: homage to the glorious

states of our unions.

May you, Beth & Nick—

May you, Kathy & Martin—

                        be each other’s North Stars

always & Southern Crosses.

                        One another’s

bold standards & hot-weather marks.

You will long for each other like the walrus

for the full moon,

& if anything happens

to one, it will be like jogger in the others’ hearts.

Glasses clink like the beads of a rosary.

Guests scatter the dance floor

like beads of mercury.

Lightning strikes

the spike driven into the palm tree

next to the Shrine, designed to draw

lightning.

Beth & I drop our glasses,

but the guests just shake their asses

that much harder.

By the light of the white flash,

we see aqua fish leap from the aqua sea,

quoting Aquinas in the original Latin:

If the highest aim of a captain

were to preserve his ship, he would keep

it in port forever.

Beth snaps a photo: me,

thumbs-up, with them arcing

in the background—a chorus

of talking animals reciting our fates.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Niagara Falls: Scrapbook One

 

Effluvia, whortleberries, & such soft light!

a lunar lambency over choppy waves

 

& us reeling through: slaves to the majesty

of the oldest state park. So pretty,

 

so perfect, so perfectly unreal. We feel

we have to find the artist’s signature.

 

We seek it in the corner. We peel the scene—

translucent scrim—roll it up to keep it

 

clean & stick it in the back seat.

We will take it home. We save it forever.

 

The flowers sing in purples & pinks,

& everywhere, the metallic stink of ions!

 

Pearls of foam, pearls of water.

I imagine the future. I will give you gifts

 

made of various materials. We’ve been

hitched for less than a year.

 

Pearls are the present for the thirtieth

anniversary, couples stitched by needles

 

of decades. You’ve never loved lists

the way I do, & yet you declare:

 

You are the nonpareil—the girl to end

all other girls. I am your oyster.

 

I am the diver. I am the jeweler.

You are the pearl.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Niagara Falls: Scrapbook Five

 

Our passports have changed, but we didn’t change

them: Honeymoon Groom & Honeymoon Bride.

 

We use them to cross to the Canadian side. Rainbow

Bridge. The obelisk looms. The border guard’s eyes

 

burn holes into our own. Foam flumes. Enjoy your

time here, then head on home. It didn’t used to be

 

so hard to roam, but what can one say? Sleazy Canada

is classier than sleazy USA & there’s a better view.

 

A Lion & a Unicorn cavort at the base of the great

stone phallus pricking the sky. Which one are you?

 

Which one am I? An engraving from Genesis unites

the two: the Token of the Covenant. We’re hungry

 

& it’s convenient, so we eat at the Secret Garden,

no secret to tour buses. Outside the glass walls,

 

water rushes & everything is wet & bottle-green.

Inside violets wilt in vases on tables amid fliers

 

advertising Flight of Angels Helium Balloon Rides.

Americana meets Canadiana. Shakes hands. Makes out.

 

A Kiss in the Dark costs $6.95. The place is alive

with international voices. You are talking about choices.

 

About what we can do next. I can’t tell whether

you’ve called me your future or your creature.

 

Here, center is spelled centre & we spread butter

doubly labeled beurre  on yeasty bread. We head

 

back again. Rigorous border controls that weren’t there

before. C’est la vie. C’est la guerre. C’est Septembre. C’est l’amour.









 









Kathleen Rooney
is a founding editor of Rose Metal Press. Her first book is Reading With Oprah (2005), and her poems have appeared recently in AGNI On-line, elimae, Smartish Pace, and Crab Orchard Review. Her essay "Live Nude Girl" appears in Twentysomething Essays by Twentysomething Writers (Random House, 2006).









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